BAFFLED

I couldn’t believe it happened till it actually did; life has absolutely face slapping ways of teaching you. Your life and the people in it will always leave and mark my words on all occasions slap you in the face and go. Have you ever sat down and thought as to how much you lost following something that was not yours to follow. A dream, a person, and a story anything or anyone; when you finally realize it’s too late. But then again isn't it supposed to be that way. Weren't you told in every single moral science class that you are not supposed to be greedy that you are not supposed to hold on cause eventually you would leave without it all. so its supposed to be that way ppl are suppose to stab you and leave cause that was their very purpose of coming. But there's more to it why then, if we are suppose to be alone, do we call man a social animal. Are we doing what humans do best? Be hypocritical!!!!!! Are we suppose to prove everything that we said ten seconds ago wrong as a compulsion??????? Think over it and you would be surprised... I was...

RECOGNIZE YOUR OPPORTUNITY

Great opportunities come to all,
But most people do not know they have met them,
For opportunities do not come with their values stamped upon them.
Each day dawns,
Quite like the other days,
In it a single hour comes,
Quite like the other hours,
But in that day and in that hour the chance of a lifetime faces us.
Thus, face every opportunity of life thoughtfully and earnestly when they come,
Whether open-faced or disguised.
Cause often how you face your opportunity
Decides what you truly become...

This Kiss

We stood in the doorway
His hands on my waist
The clock tickling loudly
Almost in haste

He moved in closer
His eyes locked in mine
I long for his kiss
For just a moment in time

His lips meet mine
And I feel the sensation
No longer must I wait
To give into the sweet temptation

My knees go weak
My palms become sweaty
I go back to that place
I have been so many times already

The world disappears
All that's left is him and I
And as we pull away
I feel as though I could fly

Last Goodbye

I sit her waiting
waiting for you to see
that time is running out
come on and save me

It's not your fault I'm crying
so don’t you think that at all
don’t feel guilty for something you didn’t do
just hug me and don’t let me fall

Your arms are so soft and cozy
The look in your eyes, I can't forget
I wish you didn’t have to leave
but I know the date is set

I let the tears fall down my face
but you tell me not to cry
and that everything will be fine
I know its all a lie

I know you cant stand it either
that we'll be so far apart
and sleep all alone each night
yet I know we'll still be together in the heart

You give me one last kiss and hug
and wipe a single tear
wish me luck and say goodbye
for its the last one I'll hear

THINK AGAIN

If you feel you were treated unfair,
Think again may be you treated someone unfairly too,
If you think your love got taken,
Think again may be you took someone’s too,
If you think you got hurt,
Think again may be you hurt someone too,
And after all this thinking if you still love yourself,
Then wait for god to show you that he loves you too!!!!

P.S.: if this doesn't force you to stop nothing will!!!!!!!!

It's Okay To Cry...

You look around, day in day out
There is always pain, without a doubt
People fight and die everyday
Children, bloody and bruised, never play

Parents hooked on drugs and fights
Reminded all day about the hurtful nights
Words are thrown, fists are swung
Loved ones die when they are way too young

Blood and tears, they are too well known
The things we learn, the things we are shown
Some give up and some move on
The joy was here but now is gone

How did it come to start? When will it finally end?
Physical cuts heal, but emotional ones never mend
so next time you see hurt in someone as eye
don’t forget to remind them that it as okay to cry...

I Believe...

I believe-
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I believe-
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that.

I believe-
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I believe-
that it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I believe-
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words. It may be the last
time you see them.

I believe-
that you can keep going
long after you can't.

I believe-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I believe-
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.

I believe-
that regardless of how hot and
steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had
better be something else to take
its place.

I believe-
that heroes are the people
who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I believe-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe-
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I believe-
that sometimes the people you expect
to kick you when you're down
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I believe-
that sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.

I believe-
that just because someone doesn't love
you the way you want them to doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe-
that it isn't always enough to be
forgiven by others. Sometimes you
have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe-
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe-
that just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other
and just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do.

I believe-
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a
secret. It could change your life forever.

I believe-
that two people can look at the exact
same thing and see something totally Different.

I believe-
that your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I believe-
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.

I believe-
that credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I believe-
that the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.

Roses And Thorns

I thought that you were my guiding light
Until that day when we had that fight
And from the time that you walked away
My life’s been in complete disarray
I remember things only to forget later
Your loss has made my heart an empty crater
The days are empty, the nights are long
I try to remember our special song
Sweet as sugar, lovely and nice
You had all the virtues, not a single vice
That walking together, those sleepless nights,
That chatting forever, those silly fights
Your sweet voice, your lovely eyes
I wonder if they all were lies
It was a fairy-tale, nothing was wrong
You were a magician you had me spell-bound
Bur slowly and surely, the mask came out
I couldn’t take it, all hell broke out
When I was at the crossroads, you weren’t there for me
You were partying with your friends, so full of glee
You have grown closer to new friends, so you don’t acknowledge me
You couldn’t change yourself, so you never let me be me
You showed your true colors, you never were mine
Loving you was a mistake, I'm still paying a fine
You never loved me, it was just a show
You hit me like a wave, and took me in your flow
Like Jack and Jill I came tumbling down
You killed my smile and gave me a frown
I fell so hard due to your treacherous whack
You could have stabbed my chest, but you preferred my back
Initially I was sorry and full of remorse too,
But then I realized you never were true
You always took the rose and gave me the thorns
The fight was just an excuse you always played along
Our relationship turned out to be of give and take
I always used to give you never ceased to take
I look back to those days with loads of disgust
Because of you I am always filled with mistrust
But mind you me, who did me hurt
My love for you has gone kaput
Now I have replaced my sorrow with laughter
Have nothing else to say to you except hope you live happily ever after.
Love, I agree does make you completely blind
Your heart isn’t yours you always lose your mind
Love makes this possible only if true love you find
Else the pain and sorrow just keeps you in a bind

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

"the word friends is used too casually, may be someone should introduce the word acquaintances to peoples dictionary."
"its not possible to restore ones boundaries after they have been made blurred and permeable by a relationship. try as we might we cannot reconstitute ourselves as the autonomous beings we previously imagined ourselves to be. something of us is now outside and something of the outside is now within us"
may be all of this is just too cynical but your worst fears coming true is wat i would describe life as so may be its all true wat say????

THE SUB REFLECTION

its strange to have these moments, in your life wen you start feeling lonely, we you start feeling tht you are alone in the room etc. to be very honest i used to think it was a piece of shit wen i first read abt it.. but only in the last few months i have started to feel it everywhere.. its like you fail to be the person you want to be like you are cheating yourself all the time.. and while i was on one of my cheating trips i realised tht its true, its true tht we lie all the time. consciously or unconsciously we lie abt everything.. don't get me wrong but its true. wen was the last time you told yourself the truth? the last time you could look yourself in the mirror in the morning and say i have nothing to hide or i will not hide anything... may be its time we accepted we have a dark side!!!!!!! wat say????????
P.S. the reflection was that i am indeed alone and the sub reflection being that we lie all the time

I FEEL THE PAIN

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Three years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall

Quite Emotions

Quiet Emotions

I always wanted more from you
Than you were willing to give;

The bond will always be there
The friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
And the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
And wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
And our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
When you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
And spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
When you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.